I drive myself crazy

September 30, 2008

Really depressed right now. I was having such a good month, and I had to go and ruin it by dropping 20 buyins in my last 4k hands. I don’t understand how this is possible. 

I think I might have to drop back down to 100nl, which is incredibly embarrassing and kind of makes me want to never play poker again. I really thought I’d be taking shots at 2/4 by the middle of October – at this rate I’ll be lucky if I make enough to cover living expenses.

It’s times like this that make me wish I were someone else.